So this last weekend was finally the Christmas party! I love partying with the other exchange students, it is the best. It was a house party at my friend Jessica's, who is also from USA, and everyone was invited. In the morning I left with Dju just before 2.
All the trains in Germany, and basically European transportation as a general, suck right now. There is snow and ice and everything is late (if it comes). To give you an idea of how bad it is now, the Berlin S-Bahn usually comes every 10 minutes all over Berlin and everyone uses it, it is often packed. Now with the current conditions the S-Bahn only comes once an hour. Use your imagination on how that goes. We took one of the larger trains (RE1) to Berlin, but it stopped before we were even half way, then we had to take 2 S-Bahns just because everything is screwed up. I used to think the transportation was amazing here, not anymore. If it snows and is cold each year, by now this shouldn't be a surprise.
We quickly went shopping by Friedrichstraße and then waited for the next train to Potsdam.
On our train (45 minutes later) was a good long ride, part way through Potsdam we ran into a couple other of our exchanger buddies going to Jessica's too. So we took the rest of the ride together. When we finally got to Werdel (Havel) it was a relief to find someone waiting at the station for us.
That evening started out with cheesecake and tea and talking across the large table with all of our friends and Jessica's host family. More and more people started showing up and after we had all eaten and talked for a few hours, the party moved over to the little house in the back yard. Most people slept over, and that place was packed. It was a good night.
The next day when I got home my host dad told me to go to bed and get some sleep. I basically just slept, ate, and watched movies with my host dad that day. I was too tired for anything else.
This last week was only 3 days of school. Monday I went to the gym, Tuesday I went to Josie's, and Wednesday (today) I had another Christmas concert and then went in the city with Dju.
At Josie's we first went on a walk. Then it was so cold we decided to make hot chocolate and watch a movie. The hot chocolate had to be from soy milk because Josie has stomache problems, and it was a bit too filling. I made it. Then we watched ... something I forgot the name of. Oh wait, I remember! "Little Women" It was actually really funny. There was one sad scene where someone died, but most of the rest was just so funny, it was a lot of fun.
The Christmas concert (the second one) went fine. This time no homesickness, and a lot more performances. I came home afterwords and my teacher was nice enough to drive me there because I had lost my bus. Then I went later back in the city with Dju looking to get some new boots, but we didn't have any luck with that. Last night when I got home I wanted to skype with my parents. I watched Dr. House and another show first, then discovered that the wonderful magical skype was broken. How can skype be broken? It is the site that connects across oceans, its the one that should be called facebook, because you see someones face with the video cam on your mac boo. Right? Yes. That's what I thought. I was stuck with normal facebook for a while until it finally worked again.
I had a sleepover with Laura (my host sister) last night. That was fun. I got out the Oreos, which she had never before eaten, and we tried to watch one of my favorite movies online, because all our movies that are German are downstairs in the room my host parents sleep in, we didn't want to wake them up. So we watched about half of that, then a few silly youtube videos, then dead tired, we slept.
Today I hope to meet up with Jens in Berlin. He can be a little harsh sometimes with what he says (Dju thinks) , but its just honesty, and plus, he's Finnish. I think it is the funniest thing how he speaks every language (he knows 5 already) with the same Finnish melody. It is the greatest thing to hear.
23 December 2010
17 December 2010
Yesterday was quite a day.
It started out with going to school and finding the door to my classroom locked. Instead of waiting for my teacher to show up late, I went to go sit in the waiting area with some friends. It was really nice actually, we just sat for 2 hours there and talked. I did eventually go ask my teacher if I could stay out there, because it was a class with only me and one other exchange student that I don't like, and she said that it was fine. So that's just what I did.
My day moved on with normal classes after that, and I even turned in a paper. The day before I had been assigned the task of writing a book summary for 'Der Vorleser' and I found that really difficult. I had watched the movie with my host mom for clarification, and finally things made sence. My sentences sounded like a handicapped second grader had written them. Thankfully my host mom helped correcct everything and it basically turned into an entirely different thing. It was fine though. That basically took all day. Anyhow, I turned that in and then had a free period.
In my free period Dju and Josie also had no class, so we sat around and ate and talked, and then the school was over. For everyone else, that is. I joined the group that will be doing something for the Christmas concert. I had laughed so hard when my teacher had read a Denglisch poem, so he asked me to read that at the concert with two others.
We went to the cafeteria to practice, get ready, and hang out.Í sat with the other preformers and listened to them play music. That was a lot of fun.
It hit me during the runthrough though when Jule (You-luh) announced that I was a 'special guest' at the concert, that I really was still only a guest to everyone. It was as though I wasn't really there. Homesickness hit me like an avalanche. I told my friend, Marie, and she hugged me until I stopped crying. It got better within about 10 minutes and I felt okay again. Sometimes it is the little things that are the hardest.
The concert went well and we got to eat cake afterwords. I rode the bus with the others that had preformed. It was actiually a really good day.
When I got home I decided to go to the gym. Yay for healthyness!
It started out with going to school and finding the door to my classroom locked. Instead of waiting for my teacher to show up late, I went to go sit in the waiting area with some friends. It was really nice actually, we just sat for 2 hours there and talked. I did eventually go ask my teacher if I could stay out there, because it was a class with only me and one other exchange student that I don't like, and she said that it was fine. So that's just what I did.
My day moved on with normal classes after that, and I even turned in a paper. The day before I had been assigned the task of writing a book summary for 'Der Vorleser' and I found that really difficult. I had watched the movie with my host mom for clarification, and finally things made sence. My sentences sounded like a handicapped second grader had written them. Thankfully my host mom helped correcct everything and it basically turned into an entirely different thing. It was fine though. That basically took all day. Anyhow, I turned that in and then had a free period.
In my free period Dju and Josie also had no class, so we sat around and ate and talked, and then the school was over. For everyone else, that is. I joined the group that will be doing something for the Christmas concert. I had laughed so hard when my teacher had read a Denglisch poem, so he asked me to read that at the concert with two others.
We went to the cafeteria to practice, get ready, and hang out.Í sat with the other preformers and listened to them play music. That was a lot of fun.
It hit me during the runthrough though when Jule (You-luh) announced that I was a 'special guest' at the concert, that I really was still only a guest to everyone. It was as though I wasn't really there. Homesickness hit me like an avalanche. I told my friend, Marie, and she hugged me until I stopped crying. It got better within about 10 minutes and I felt okay again. Sometimes it is the little things that are the hardest.
The concert went well and we got to eat cake afterwords. I rode the bus with the others that had preformed. It was actiually a really good day.
When I got home I decided to go to the gym. Yay for healthyness!
09 December 2010
Sleep...
I fell asleep last night thinking of home.
It started out as thinking of how I wasn't homesick and what was it really that I was missing. I went through various memories with my family and friends and I paused on one of a normal day after school. I don't know what season or when, but it was surely within the last couple years. After school I had come home and the house was quite, a little cold as it usually is, and I just watched a movie or something with my mom and I was playing with her hand noting all the veins and how her nails are always painted a light peach color. That is the memory that just stuck in my mind and that I fell asleep to.
This whole week I've felt slightly off. I don't know what it is exactly, maybe the whether, maybe the time of month, maybe just that I'm trying to grow up too fast.
Things have been going more gray. Emotions wise. As an exchange student I have realized that depending on who you are with you can go from feeling somewhat down to really great within a matter of minutes.
We had St. Nikolaus day on Monday, you leave out your boots and he comes and puts a surprise in them! I was given a music box with Lebkuchen inside, hand cream, and lip balm that smells like Rocher chocolate.
I had hoped to go to London with my class later this year, but I spoke with the teacher today and there are no open spaces. Apparently if I had come to him just a bit earlier it may have still been possible, but before I didn't even know it was an option. It seems almost unfair. Hopefully there will be other trips. I hope.
I have been opening my advents calender each day that hangs on my door. It is fun. I really wish I had grown up with such a fun tradition.
My sleeping pattern is getting a little weird. Without enough excersize I can't sleep properly, and now that it is too cold to go running anymore, that is what is happening.
Today I brought my sport bag to school. It is a big purple thing from USA, and I like the bag okay, but I hate bringing it to school. Imagine this giant purple thing filled with towels that have pictures of Mickey Mouse on them, along with a hairbrush and shampoo to make it heavy. Not just that, but I have to carry it from my hand rather than on my shoulder because the handle isn't long enough. It's a 'hand' bag, which is sadly inconvienient walking to the bus stop in -2ºC whether. I also hate when I get to school and then it flops down by my feet. It can't even stand up properly, it is so off balance and it is such an Eore. Emotionally crippled, I mean, in the way that it just looks depressing falling over so often. It's hard enough wearing my backpack over such a big winter coat, now this. We didn't even have Sports today! I brought that stupid bulky bag to school and carried it around all day when we have sport Theory rather that swimming! I hate sport Theory! I sat there noticing how I could fill a line with 4 words because they were so incredibly long. I'm no prodigy with German, I only knew we were talking about body builders! That stupid bag..... It's purple like medicine. Fake Grape Medicine. I don't like that bag nearly as much as I did in USA.
I think I'm going to bed now... School tomorrow in the 25 cm of snow. I love snow.
It started out as thinking of how I wasn't homesick and what was it really that I was missing. I went through various memories with my family and friends and I paused on one of a normal day after school. I don't know what season or when, but it was surely within the last couple years. After school I had come home and the house was quite, a little cold as it usually is, and I just watched a movie or something with my mom and I was playing with her hand noting all the veins and how her nails are always painted a light peach color. That is the memory that just stuck in my mind and that I fell asleep to.
This whole week I've felt slightly off. I don't know what it is exactly, maybe the whether, maybe the time of month, maybe just that I'm trying to grow up too fast.
Things have been going more gray. Emotions wise. As an exchange student I have realized that depending on who you are with you can go from feeling somewhat down to really great within a matter of minutes.
We had St. Nikolaus day on Monday, you leave out your boots and he comes and puts a surprise in them! I was given a music box with Lebkuchen inside, hand cream, and lip balm that smells like Rocher chocolate.
I had hoped to go to London with my class later this year, but I spoke with the teacher today and there are no open spaces. Apparently if I had come to him just a bit earlier it may have still been possible, but before I didn't even know it was an option. It seems almost unfair. Hopefully there will be other trips. I hope.
I have been opening my advents calender each day that hangs on my door. It is fun. I really wish I had grown up with such a fun tradition.
My sleeping pattern is getting a little weird. Without enough excersize I can't sleep properly, and now that it is too cold to go running anymore, that is what is happening.
Today I brought my sport bag to school. It is a big purple thing from USA, and I like the bag okay, but I hate bringing it to school. Imagine this giant purple thing filled with towels that have pictures of Mickey Mouse on them, along with a hairbrush and shampoo to make it heavy. Not just that, but I have to carry it from my hand rather than on my shoulder because the handle isn't long enough. It's a 'hand' bag, which is sadly inconvienient walking to the bus stop in -2ºC whether. I also hate when I get to school and then it flops down by my feet. It can't even stand up properly, it is so off balance and it is such an Eore. Emotionally crippled, I mean, in the way that it just looks depressing falling over so often. It's hard enough wearing my backpack over such a big winter coat, now this. We didn't even have Sports today! I brought that stupid bulky bag to school and carried it around all day when we have sport Theory rather that swimming! I hate sport Theory! I sat there noticing how I could fill a line with 4 words because they were so incredibly long. I'm no prodigy with German, I only knew we were talking about body builders! That stupid bag..... It's purple like medicine. Fake Grape Medicine. I don't like that bag nearly as much as I did in USA.
I think I'm going to bed now... School tomorrow in the 25 cm of snow. I love snow.
06 December 2010
The other day we picked up a Weihnachts Baum! That means Christmas tree, but in German.
We went there and found a tree and they put it through a hole standing on the ground. It looked super weird, but it was to put a net around the tree to make it easy to carry and whatnot. We then went inside to drink a Glühwein and eat a Bratwurst. Oh, Germans! It was only 9:30 in the morning!
After the tree picking up thing, I went to Theater practice till 3, then to the Bahnhof to meet up with some German friends of mine, and we went to Berlin. Then we went shopping Alexa and it was packed. There was so much snow outside still and when the masses of people trompeded in then all the muddy slush was dragged across the whole first level of the mall. It was grody. I was waiting to meet up with my friend, Will (he's another exchanger from Canada), and we waited about 10 minutes and he showed up I got a great hug, then he had to go again because he had an ice hockey game to go to. I was almost mad because he had to go so soon, but I was just so happy to see him I couldn't possibly be.After shopping we went to the Weihnachts Markt and rode the roller coasters and ate some Chinese food. It was a solidly good day with my German friends.
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| "Karossel" This was the ride we went on then thought 'Oh my goodness it is -20º C here, why are we doing this? I hope it ends soon!' It probably was that cold too... |
It is still weird because of the clicks that I don't know about yet. For example, on Friday I was helping decorate for my school Winter Ball and Mary Ann called my Handy and when I was talking to her, a guy from my class took the Handy from me and was saying some really mean things to her! I didn't know what to do because I honestly didn't like her that much because she is so moody, but she is a good friend of my German friend, and this guy was being a total Arschloch. He is however the same guy who gave me a ride home when I was lost. I don't get get why people have to be so mean sometimes. If you don't like someone, you ignore it, you ignore them, you don't tell them!
Another mean sort of weird moment this weekend was when I went to my host sisters golf club Weihnachts Feiern und there was a lady there apparently in charge of the organization and she thought I was actually the daughter of my host parents. The second she discovered I'm from USA she tried Englisch, and when I responded in German she ignored me. She spoke TO my host parents ABOUT me. I hate that. I speak the language. When I speak Englisch I am told "Sprich Deutsch", when I speak German : "Why do you not want with me Englisch to speak?" or simply ignore me. Way to go.
Tonight is Giulia's Vortrag! She gives her presentation over her exchange year tonight! I am really excited and I am going to take tons of pictures!
This is now later I'm editing to add photos.... it was a great presentation!
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| Duck, red cabbage, Pear, orange, and Knodeln (like potatoes but slimy and not the same) |
Bis dann!
02 December 2010
Snow
It is -12°C and snowing in Fürstenwalde, Deutschland.
I walked to the bus stop this morning with snow up to my anckles only to wait for the bus another 30 minutes.
They never cancel school for snow here. Not really at least. If the busses don't come then there is not many people that can go; otherwise the weather doesn't change it.
I'm actually in school right now.... but my teacher isn't here, so I figured I could use my time wisely.
Yesterday, Dju and I were invited to go to a Chistmas card making session by my Music teacher. We went to the room and there peered in the window and everyone looked so serious that we thought it was another class. I'm not sure if it was correct or not, but we didn't go as to not interrupt. I don't really want to explain it all though. It was a good day none the less, we went shopping for warm things, and bought four pairs of wool and fuzzy socks.
When I got home I was alone for a few hours. I really like time to be home alone, I find it really relaxing once in a while. I just made myself something to eat, listened to music, and relaxed. When everyone else got home my host mom gave me the homework of reading and understanding a section of the newspaper, then we watched a movie that was on tv. 'The Diary of Bridget Jones', one of my favorites, it was also good in German.
I really need to get more after school to do, like a real activity. A lot of the other exchangers have a private German course or soccer to go to, but I only have a theater practice on Saturday. I really want to start taking a spanish language course. Silly, beuing in Germany and wanting to learn Spanish now. It's true though, most of the other exchangers, over half, speak Spanish, and I'd love to learn it. My German is going pretty alright. I can usually convey what I want to say, but sometimes I still have to use charades. I had a private course two times, then I didn't hear from the teacher about when to come back for my next lesson, so I have been mostly learning on my own.
The friends situation is going well, I have a couple really close friends at school, and then the others which are the sort we are sort of friends, but don't do anything out of school together (yet?).
Thanksgiving was really great with my host family. We had my host mom and dad, my two host sisters, the othder one's boyfriend, the uncle, grandparents, and me. A total of nine. We started cooking the pumpkin and apple pies the night before after we came back from Frankfürt (oder).
Sidenote: there are two Frankfürts. The first is well known, Frankfürt am Main, the second is an hour from my town, Frankfürt Oder.
We went to Frankfürt Oder to get shoes for Laura, my host sister, but she didn't get them that day anyways. I think it is really cool though that while she and I were looking for Winter boots, my host parents walked to Poland to buy cheap Cigarretts.
Anyhow, when we got home, my host mom volunteered to help me back the pies. We made Apple and Pumpkin and of course tasted along the way. The hard part was the crust. She buttered the pand because she didn't trust my cooking just yet, and the crust fell apart a bit. It was also just that the pans were meant for casserole, not pie. The pumpkin pie turned out more pudding-like. We ate some of them, but now that I think of it, I don't know what happened to them. We didn't eat all of it and it is no where to be seen.
The next morning we started prepping the Turkey at 8 to have it ready by 14 (2 PM). It was a 7 kilo Turkey and my host dad was really into helping, I basically just told him what to do for the Turkey and he wouldn't harly let me do anything. They were really excited for this Holiday.
Once the Turkey was in the oven, we sat down for a nice breakfast, then got back to work on preparing the cranberry sauce.
It turns out that fresh Cranberries are really hard to find in Germany. My host mom told me that the second she saw them in the store that she bought two packages of 200g each in case we didn't see them again. The cranberry sauce was really simple to make and really delicious. That is also mysteriously missing. I think they don't keep leftovers or something.
The whole meal was served on porcelin dishes, with the Turkey, gravy, cranberry sauce, mashed potatoes, and pie and ice cream. We were all really full. Later we took naps and all headed to the Weihnachts Markt (Christmas Market), which are beautiful.
This weekend is going to be really busy. Today is Thursday and after school I go with Marcus and Dju and Mikee to make pottery, we do it every couple weeks, it is one of my favorite activities here. Tomorrow is the school's Winter Ball, but it is being held at a bar, which I find a little strange for the school to be encouraging. I plan on going to help set up around 17 (5 PM) then stay for the first hour of the actual dance, to be picked up at 23 by my host dad on his way home from work. I am a little nervous for this. My best friends are in the 13th class (Dju, Marcus...) then as I am in the 11 and the 12th class it is a little harder to make really close friends there because having 2 there are so many people to try to get to know. So This dance with my classmates I am looking forward to as an opportunity, but I'm still slightly anxious as my really close friends won't be there.
Saturday will be the bussiest of all. That morning we go to cut down our Christmas tree and vbring it home, then I go to theater practice, then to a movie and Christmas Market with a friend from my class, Katja. She invited me to stay overni8ght too, but I am not sure yet if I want to. If it goes late then yes, I don't want to trouble my family here though, I am not going to treat their home like a hotel, so if it is not late then I will come home so I can be here for the Sunday morning breakfast. Those are always nice.
It really confuses me in a way as to how much a part of the family I am. I am not their daughter, they will not love me unconditionally the way they do the rest of the family. I am a part though, I am with them all the time and I take part in family events, do my chores, and never argue. It is interesting. It just stings a little when I see my host parents give their child a hug or kiss, because I know I can't have that.
Those are some of the little things that make me miss home.
Skyping home doesn't happen very often I think. More, I will skype with the other exchangers and we will speak Denglisch together. I spoke with my family on Thanksgiving day for a good hour or so, the again the next day for about 10 minutes just because we were both online. They said we were talking too often. That hurt. Sometimes it is nice to get a glimpse of home, and yes I know we can't talk often and it is weird to speak flat out english, but I think now and then is importent. I don't want to go home in 8 months to not know my parents anymore.
I realized the other day that I have been here 3.5 months. That is almost 1/3 of my exchange. Time is going too fast. I don't understand it. This is the fastest, most confusing, amazing year. Everything is different.
I walked to the bus stop this morning with snow up to my anckles only to wait for the bus another 30 minutes.
They never cancel school for snow here. Not really at least. If the busses don't come then there is not many people that can go; otherwise the weather doesn't change it.
I'm actually in school right now.... but my teacher isn't here, so I figured I could use my time wisely.
Yesterday, Dju and I were invited to go to a Chistmas card making session by my Music teacher. We went to the room and there peered in the window and everyone looked so serious that we thought it was another class. I'm not sure if it was correct or not, but we didn't go as to not interrupt. I don't really want to explain it all though. It was a good day none the less, we went shopping for warm things, and bought four pairs of wool and fuzzy socks.
When I got home I was alone for a few hours. I really like time to be home alone, I find it really relaxing once in a while. I just made myself something to eat, listened to music, and relaxed. When everyone else got home my host mom gave me the homework of reading and understanding a section of the newspaper, then we watched a movie that was on tv. 'The Diary of Bridget Jones', one of my favorites, it was also good in German.
I really need to get more after school to do, like a real activity. A lot of the other exchangers have a private German course or soccer to go to, but I only have a theater practice on Saturday. I really want to start taking a spanish language course. Silly, beuing in Germany and wanting to learn Spanish now. It's true though, most of the other exchangers, over half, speak Spanish, and I'd love to learn it. My German is going pretty alright. I can usually convey what I want to say, but sometimes I still have to use charades. I had a private course two times, then I didn't hear from the teacher about when to come back for my next lesson, so I have been mostly learning on my own.
The friends situation is going well, I have a couple really close friends at school, and then the others which are the sort we are sort of friends, but don't do anything out of school together (yet?).
Thanksgiving was really great with my host family. We had my host mom and dad, my two host sisters, the othder one's boyfriend, the uncle, grandparents, and me. A total of nine. We started cooking the pumpkin and apple pies the night before after we came back from Frankfürt (oder).
Sidenote: there are two Frankfürts. The first is well known, Frankfürt am Main, the second is an hour from my town, Frankfürt Oder.
We went to Frankfürt Oder to get shoes for Laura, my host sister, but she didn't get them that day anyways. I think it is really cool though that while she and I were looking for Winter boots, my host parents walked to Poland to buy cheap Cigarretts.
Anyhow, when we got home, my host mom volunteered to help me back the pies. We made Apple and Pumpkin and of course tasted along the way. The hard part was the crust. She buttered the pand because she didn't trust my cooking just yet, and the crust fell apart a bit. It was also just that the pans were meant for casserole, not pie. The pumpkin pie turned out more pudding-like. We ate some of them, but now that I think of it, I don't know what happened to them. We didn't eat all of it and it is no where to be seen.
The next morning we started prepping the Turkey at 8 to have it ready by 14 (2 PM). It was a 7 kilo Turkey and my host dad was really into helping, I basically just told him what to do for the Turkey and he wouldn't harly let me do anything. They were really excited for this Holiday.
Once the Turkey was in the oven, we sat down for a nice breakfast, then got back to work on preparing the cranberry sauce.
It turns out that fresh Cranberries are really hard to find in Germany. My host mom told me that the second she saw them in the store that she bought two packages of 200g each in case we didn't see them again. The cranberry sauce was really simple to make and really delicious. That is also mysteriously missing. I think they don't keep leftovers or something.
The whole meal was served on porcelin dishes, with the Turkey, gravy, cranberry sauce, mashed potatoes, and pie and ice cream. We were all really full. Later we took naps and all headed to the Weihnachts Markt (Christmas Market), which are beautiful.
This weekend is going to be really busy. Today is Thursday and after school I go with Marcus and Dju and Mikee to make pottery, we do it every couple weeks, it is one of my favorite activities here. Tomorrow is the school's Winter Ball, but it is being held at a bar, which I find a little strange for the school to be encouraging. I plan on going to help set up around 17 (5 PM) then stay for the first hour of the actual dance, to be picked up at 23 by my host dad on his way home from work. I am a little nervous for this. My best friends are in the 13th class (Dju, Marcus...) then as I am in the 11 and the 12th class it is a little harder to make really close friends there because having 2 there are so many people to try to get to know. So This dance with my classmates I am looking forward to as an opportunity, but I'm still slightly anxious as my really close friends won't be there.
Saturday will be the bussiest of all. That morning we go to cut down our Christmas tree and vbring it home, then I go to theater practice, then to a movie and Christmas Market with a friend from my class, Katja. She invited me to stay overni8ght too, but I am not sure yet if I want to. If it goes late then yes, I don't want to trouble my family here though, I am not going to treat their home like a hotel, so if it is not late then I will come home so I can be here for the Sunday morning breakfast. Those are always nice.
It really confuses me in a way as to how much a part of the family I am. I am not their daughter, they will not love me unconditionally the way they do the rest of the family. I am a part though, I am with them all the time and I take part in family events, do my chores, and never argue. It is interesting. It just stings a little when I see my host parents give their child a hug or kiss, because I know I can't have that.
Those are some of the little things that make me miss home.
Skyping home doesn't happen very often I think. More, I will skype with the other exchangers and we will speak Denglisch together. I spoke with my family on Thanksgiving day for a good hour or so, the again the next day for about 10 minutes just because we were both online. They said we were talking too often. That hurt. Sometimes it is nice to get a glimpse of home, and yes I know we can't talk often and it is weird to speak flat out english, but I think now and then is importent. I don't want to go home in 8 months to not know my parents anymore.
I realized the other day that I have been here 3.5 months. That is almost 1/3 of my exchange. Time is going too fast. I don't understand it. This is the fastest, most confusing, amazing year. Everything is different.
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